Old faithful sorrow

There are days... when the future seems uncertain,  when the road is full of shadows, distance feels disturbing, fog becomes so thick.
There might be days when you don't have an answer, everything that surrounds you has been dampened by your own tears.
There might be an answer, a sorrow like a rock, standing on top of it.
There are days...   days with less light, nights with less shining stars, nights full of fear. You know deep in your heart, life as you have known it will change suddenly and forever. No turning back.
.... so I will just hold on to the thought:
Life has been a blessing even in the darkest times. And when "they" will be gone leaving me like a balloon-less child, with my sadness, my regrets, my sorrows but the memories of those tears we shared while laughing and the strong hand-holds while struggling through life, a flame that will warm up my heart. Knowing that they will live in me until my time comes to read the final chapter of my own story. I will follow their path, as every soul does and get together one more time, the endless one.