It happened, I opened my eyes this morning and nothing makes sense. Yesterday seems slippery and yet still here, in my mirror, mocking me and so unreachable.
It happened, my parents were holding my hand, an ironic image, two people I never fully understood, somehow strangers and now I am becoming an unbelievable reflection of them in my everyday mutation.
It happens, I take a look backwards, a glimpse to the past, I feel awkward about myself and yet I can't understand a thing, not even my role models, neither from my older perspective as I become grumpier and delusional.
It happened, all of a sudden, I was feeling joyful deep in my bones, now my heart is tender, soft and sinking.
It happened... whatever I thought was permanent is changing. No conclusions necessary, I am trying to hold the moment, braking down the rhythm of time, breathing desperation, trying to make a living out of this mess. I feel lost, full of questions, no answers, full of demons, doubts, monsters, pain and so much fear.
It happened, my parents were holding my hand, an ironic image, two people I never fully understood, somehow strangers and now I am becoming an unbelievable reflection of them in my everyday mutation.
It happens, I take a look backwards, a glimpse to the past, I feel awkward about myself and yet I can't understand a thing, not even my role models, neither from my older perspective as I become grumpier and delusional.
It happened, all of a sudden, I was feeling joyful deep in my bones, now my heart is tender, soft and sinking.
It happened... whatever I thought was permanent is changing. No conclusions necessary, I am trying to hold the moment, braking down the rhythm of time, breathing desperation, trying to make a living out of this mess. I feel lost, full of questions, no answers, full of demons, doubts, monsters, pain and so much fear.
Kate Spade
Anthony Bourdain
Robin Williams
Marilyn Monroe
Kurt Cobain
Ernest Hemingway, 35 years later Margaux Hemingway
Manuel Acuña
John O'Brien
Alan Turing
Vincent Van Gogh
Maria Antonieta Rivas Mercado
Violeta Parra
Immersed in pain. Lost in their feelings.No help could reach them.
Anthony Bourdain
Robin Williams
Marilyn Monroe
Kurt Cobain
Ernest Hemingway, 35 years later Margaux Hemingway
Manuel Acuña
John O'Brien
Alan Turing
Vincent Van Gogh
Maria Antonieta Rivas Mercado
Violeta Parra
Immersed in pain. Lost in their feelings.No help could reach them.
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